i have no idea where i'm going with this blog, i'm just going. and i should be using my google chrome browser so that it can spell check for me. and my grammar is going to be terrible, but who cares? i don't.
i really think that living alone is a bit unhealthy. it's so quite. there are days when i literally don't see or talk to another living person. it's unhealthy. but what am i supposed to do? i can't visit friends all the time, they get over it. then they'll start telling people that they wish i would stay out of their houses. i also can't exactly phone home everytime i want to talk crap, i mean, i would spend my life savings on airtime. so here i sit, typing away at my little computer. i really should probably start studying for exams, but technically i have started, and i do have enough time, i even worked out a study schedule, and i have enough days for everything.
you know what the really annoying thing is? it's that i complained for a year that i was bored at home, and now i'm even more bored here. all other issues aside, i'm just plain bored. i cannot spend 16 hours a day studying and 8 hours sleeping, i will go crazy. and on the topic of studying, i have no motivation whatsoever. none at all. but i'm doing fine, my marks for zoo are ok and my marks for micro are actually really good. i'm happy wiht myself.
and i do like being here, i love my friends and everything, and i like being independent, i am just lonely.
now that i'm finished ranting (for tonight) i will finish listening to this song (to the moon and back by savage garden) and then i'm going to sleep.
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